So difficult to start

Finally I finished building my own blog. It has taken long time to finish it. I started on November last year and can write my first posting now (so shy). Honestly I have had this plan (creating my own blog) since I still worked in Indonesia (elasitas), but I delay, delay and delayed it until now. The one reason why I did that is I wanted my blog is perfect. I wanted to write my blog in good english and put features as many as possible. I am ordinary person who is like the others, want everything is as good as I can get or reach. I don’t know whether that is perfectionist or idealist.

But I changed my mind. Maybe if I didn’t change my mind, I will never finish this blog. My english and my skill is still bad. You maybe will never start if you wait everything is ready. I still don’t know when I will be able to speak and write english fluently. But I still believe, one day I can do that. Writing this blog can be one of the way I can learn english better. Maybe this isn’t looked perfect, but at least this isn’t so bad I think.

It’s like when I was in Singapore for the fist time. I didn’t have so many preparation for living in here. No money, didn’t have much knowledge and experience, and my english was also worse than now. One thing that made me keep going, I believe I can do it. Everday is learning for me, that’s way I am here now. Writing this blog, and hoping maybe one of information in my blog can be useful for the others. I will try to write at least once a week.

The last but not least, please drop a comment for me if you aren’t so busy (I won’t force you). So I can know you are my friend who curious to me